I should be meticulously studying the endless notes I have and prepare for classes every day but it's only been a week so far and I feel like I can slack just a little. Started this new path of mine and I think I made a good choice to start at a place where I know no one and step out of my comfort zone. At times I do feel a bit lonely and wondered if moving 3,000 miles was the right choice. The extra money spent... is the experience worth it? I haven't found anyone I click with but I am doing fine. I don't feel too lonely becasue I am very determine to succeed in my profession. Having friends isn't a priority even though it would be nice. I do miss home and bf and friends but my new life just doesn't have the time.
I do still slack off here and there but I am definitely working hard to get things done and not fall behind. I am quite shocked that I don't feel too alone, worried, depressed or homesick. Guess my mental state is working pretty well.
HAHA. As for spending.... I think I max out any quota I envisioned. The amount of money I spent is probably more than I even have. I did save all my receipts and made mental notes to spend later. The bills do add up... Sigh. Which is another reason I must succeed. Money does not grow on trees so work hard on your studies...
So far I do like the college I'm attending and the location makes it pretty easy to just study. People are friendly and I think it will get better. If not I have family all around that I can't wait to bond with.
I think my decision may not have been the best choice but will get to where I want. I can feel it
